right get this for some random freaky shit... at a mates last night and we did this fuking sceance or summat like this and matt wennt all serious and got into being like that twatty medium from errm..... most haunted thats the one.... It was well fuking funny...  we cunt stop laffin..... but thhen apparantly this dude called eric came through and then sara fookin freakked and coz I'm a fooking trans-gothik emo, ya know... she said whenever I walked in the rooomm she could see the spirit with me....

w/e.... well it was funky and evryone went wel emo....then they all went for a walk and me and sam got a sex talk off my mates mum..... and it's just like... what the fuk... I mean.... if it was my own mum or sams mum then I'd understand but then... my mates mum thats a differeent story ... but stiilll it was well weird... also the other night the same mum talked to me and gave me a pack of condom's saying - "make sure you do it safe, you dont want an unwantedd pregnancyy"...... well I guess she did find out about me and sam well..... never mind..... it was just a bit freakish.... and just so that It makes sense why this is under spicy pork lets talk about spicy pork...... but I prefer beef jerky...... that fookin rulezzzz...... cyazz  

Yeah well I bin going through a load a shit at the moment, or at least I was, I fucking cut into my wrists and they bled like fuck, it was well scary, one second I was crying my eyes out at my mates hous the next second I was fucking cutting into myself like summat not right, It's well fucking emo... I hate it... ah well I've sorted it now and it dont matter anymore coz me and my girlfriend have sorted it out and she said If ever she does summat that annoys me or summat like that I have to tell her so that she knows rather than just cutting into myself randomly... but anyways now It's ok and I promise I'll tell her everything nomatter what.... I love her so much....

Love you sam....

 xxxxxx